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Friday Night

Koko's playing Late night, sitting in front of the screen Friday night and sitting at home I look at the mess in my room clothes thrown about on the counter and floor pillows strewn about the floor (Maybe I'm lazy) Koko's voice relaxing Looking for inspiration in my room Typical Friday night Looking for some answers after giving up on finding others Midnight calling Yin-yang showing balance The ocean providing a relaxing escape from my present position Looking for inspiration For the moment confined in my room Thinking about the world outside A world that is active, a world that keeps going on regardless of whether I'm outside in it taking part People driving, drinking, walking, smoking High and drunk; happy and sad; looking for action Some finding what they are looking for Others not Not knowing what to look for Not knowing where to begin searching Wanting to be more active in life but not knowing how I'm more confident now Knowing better what I want now Now to dev...

Alone

Standing by myself. One. No support No love No companionship Nothing! Alone in a world of self-absorption Not knowing who to trust who to love who to go to Everyone is so self-absorbed Thinking of no one but themselves Judging everyone by their looks what kind of car they drive by what they own What ever happened to character or feelings? Does anyone care? Does not seem like it What have I got to do to get noticed? I'm not going to change Why should I? I'm not so bad Why should I give in to someone else's whims? If being myself means being alone SO BE IT!!! Maybe I'm self-absorbed as well